Simply Jic

So let us talk about relationships. Or at least my relationships with people.

I feel like this year is where a lot of relationships have developed and also a few that has started over. I’ve just came to realize that. Last year was a pretty rough year, and also the year before that where mainly my relationships with people were affected.

My relationship with my lover has developed this past year. He’s a patient fellow which makes things a whole lot easier. The experiences that we went through together has brought us closer than before. I’m really happy with him. We have our ups and downs like any couples, it doesn’t take us that long to finally make up and kiss On my part, I’m more of a pain in the ass than he is. Things get to me more than it gets to him. But I’m still here.

My relationship with my lover’s family is also developing. I’m pretty comfortable with them unless I have to meet new ones in great big packs. I always enjoy my time with them and I also feel welcomed by them.

There’s also one person I can’t forget. Whenever I need someone to talk to, I could always turn to this certain friend for advice. Since he’s older, he’s had experiences that I feel I could learn from. But he’s there to listen and to give honest judgments.  But he’s also an awesome person to hang out with. There’s not one boring moment whenever we hang out or talk.

I’ve recently started my friendship over with someone who I considered a sister. We’ve been through a lot but at one point, we thought it was the end. But script has flipped. Things were mentioned. Forgiveness wanted.  A friendship being mended. We want to gain each other’s trust and be at that point where we called each other sister.

There’s only a few people who knows what I’ve been through 2 years ago. I still haven’t fully recovered because things changed in a way I never wanted it to. I felt like I could never trust family again. Especially a certain uncle who I trusted so much and was closer to than any of my other relatives, only because I was at his house like almost every weekend before. Or him and the kids coming over. I thought I’d never want to talk to him again. But my mind changed. I don’t want to leave my doors closed, so here I am with an open heart. I’ve talked to him recently through Facebook. It started off as him adding me as his friend.. there’s a baby step, which tells me he hasn’t completely forgotten me. He left me a comment asking how I am, where am I starting school, and invited me to his Halloween party. And most importantly, asked how my parents are doing.  I recently had a conversation with him. We’re both taking little steps at a time…definitely starting over. I hope things will change to the way he and I want it..but it will take some time to get there. But as long as we get there.. that’s all that matters.

I hope this year, is a good year. So far it has been. . .