January 3, 2010

It’s hard to believe what has been happening to me since my vacation ever started.

I’m starting to doubt that quote “love conquers all.” If love does, how come we couldn’t get things to work out? It’s been 3 days since I decided to put my foot down with you. I didn’t want to stand there waiting like a fool for you. It feels like im single but then again it doesn’t. It just doesn’t feel right. It doesn’t feel right to call you my ex-boyfriend right now. It ended in a way that it shouldn’t have.

Everyone is telling me to move on. I know. I eventually will. But I know I won’t forget about everything we had. I still want you to  figure out what you want. And if you need to talk, I’m here with an open mind.

I still love you. No doubt about that. But I’m not going to put my life on hold for you. I’m going to go on with my life.

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