I’m really tired. I woke up early to go to Cerritos to my cousin’s place then to my first Laker Game. They played against the Denver Nuggets, with the final score being 95 - 89. They played a horrible first half, but stepped up the game in the second half, slowly. I was super excited that they won especially because they’ve been losing to the Nuggets.

Anyways, on the way home from the game, I decided to text my ex about his shit that’s here in my room. I don’t want to be mean and just throw it away or burn it. Out of courtesy I’m holding it for him. I asked him if he wants to meet up this week so we could exchange. He said no because he’s busy. Okie, I’m a busy person yet I know how to manage my time. So he said he’ll ask someone to pick it up or whatever. I really won’t go out of the way for this person, so this person has to accommodate my schedule.

I’m still contemplating if I should throw stuff he gave to me, like this Build a Bear Monkey named Bananas, this Precious Moments figurine with a boy holding a heart lollipop saying “Be Mine” on it. Even pictures of us from my friend’s baby shower, Horror nights, Vegas. My mind is telling me .. throw it away, while something else is telling me to hold on to it and put away. I mean why should I hold on to it. He doesn’t want to be friends. I texted him asking if there’s a possibility of us being friends again and he answered.. “probably not,” which goes against what he told me when we were together. If we broke up he would want to be friends still because he owes me. Sometimes guys don’t know what they are talking about.

This didn’t ruin my day. It actually gave me a bit of a laugh I wasn’t mad and definitely wasn’t sad when he told me this, which shows that I’m over it.

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