I have no idea. Maybe you can say mini depression mode. I don’t know. I’m just haven’t been in my little happy mode that I’m usually in. I DON’T fucking KNOW. For some reason the smallest things are starting to irritate me. That’s not like me. I’ll be okay. I know I will. Just I don’t feel okay right now. And I can’t really explain why. So whatever. Maybe I should sleep. Sleep is always good. But I never get the sleep that I want, you know, the kind of sleep where no one wakes you up. You wake up by yourself… THAT NEVER FUCKING HAPPENS. . . even on the weekends.
Anyways, it’s almost 1AM. I have work at 10. My sister doesn’t have school today because it’s Martin Luther King Jr day. GOOD FOR HER. I don’t have to bring her to school. Thank God. I’ll get a little bit of sleep in. Then go work and develop a major headache or build up frustration.
So I guess I’ll just end on this note. Try and just sleep it off. Wake up on the right side of bed. And go to work. Get through work without having to bash or throw out my computer. Probably go on a quick boba run and just chill. Then home to relax (which I know won’t fucking happen), so I’ll try my best to.
“No sense in being unhappy with a situation you cant change at the moment.” I hate how you are right.
