Recently I’ve applied to a nursing school for the LVN program. I don’t know what three weekdays my classes will be taking place. All I know is that 3 weekdays I have classes from 5PM to 11PM and Saturdays from 8AM until 4PM. I really don’t like my schedule. I’m not a evening class person. I prefer to take it in the morning so my evenings are free. But I have no choice. Since classes take place in the evening, I figured I could still stay with my company that I work for, but work less hours. But I can’t. I have to help with the family business during the day if we don’t find at least one caregiver to work for us. I wonder what 2 weekdays I’ll have off. I hope I get at least Friday off so I could stay with my winter bowling league. I don’t think I’ll bowl in my other league if I get Wednesday off. I could sub once in a while. However, I am looking forward to finally starting school that’s for my future career. All I assume is that I won’t have so much time on my hands. I won’t be able to hang out as much as I want, and I won’t get to spend that much time with my love. I know he’ll be pretty busy too: working 2 jobs, taking 4 classes, and being in 3 leagues. We’ll see how this works out…

Manic Monday #123

What sound or noise do you love? Voice of my sweetie saying good morning to me every morning.

What sound or noise do you hate? Every Monday morning, the gardener does his shit so it wakes me up.

What profession other than your own would you like to attempt? Architect & photographer.

What profession would you not like to do? Accounting, boring office jobs, dirty jobs.

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Rest In Peace Editha Rivera.

Tita, I don’t really know you. But I’ve met you once. I just get overwhelmed when I meet Brock’s family in bundles at a time.  I’m still getting used to the fact that Brock has a big family. Anyways from what I’ve seen from the past 2 days I was at your house, so much family has come together to pray for you and to be by your side. I know they’ve been coming a lot last week. Seeing their support and their love for you, I know you were a good person.  Everyone will miss you and love you. When I see Kristine and how bubbly and full of joy see is, I know that I’m looking at you as well.

I’m tired. I got home about 20 minutes ago. I’ve been out the whole day, but nothing out of the ordinary. Ate and went bowling. Then I ended up going to a friend’s house. I’ve been at her place yesterday and today, just to be there for her because her family is going through tough times. I’ve been having flashbacks of my last and probably final visit to Utah because of my grandmother. She’s really lucky to have a lot of family to help her, her dad, and her brother, pray and take of her mother. They really know what it means to be a family. I want that back. I would do anything to have that back. I’m still angry at mine. But I’m willing to forgive, but of course, won’t forget. That’s all I want.. that’s all I want.

Today was Iggy’s cleaning day. I haven’t cleaned his terrarium for maybe 3 weeks? So I figured I’d give my little iguana a bath, clean his terrarium, and give him fresh bedding. So I realized after holding him, he’s getting big, and his cage is getting small. I’m thinking of buy him a big terrarium so even when he gets to his full size, he’ll still fit in it. I’ll be looking around at the local pet/reptile stores and see if I could get a good deal. I visited one earlier today. I had my eye set on a terrarium when I got there. I asked the employee how much it costs and he said $135. I’m still going to look around and see if there are other places where I could buy a new home for Iggy.

I’m kind of bummed because my dad was suppose to order a boxing match on TV today. Manny Pacquiao versus David Diaz. I heard it was going to be a good fight. But my dad told me this morning that he isn’t ordering it anymore. So now what? I can’t watch it live on TV now. Boo! So I have to figure out what to do tonight. Sweetie says he’ll just stay home. I don’t know if I’ll go over to his house or go out somewhere? I’ll see.

Blab later.. Ciao for now.

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I’d like to tell you one thing about me, I’m really not the type of person to be jealous of others. But there is one thing I envy in many people, mostly my sweetie and his family. They are close to each other which is the only thing I envy. It’s been almost 2 years already since my grandma died. After her death, pretty much my mom’s side of the family tore apart. The 2 uncles I was close with, I can’t really talk to them. I’m only close with 2 of my cousins. The rest of them, I don’t talk to because we had arguments about whose mother was right. The fact that my sweetie’s family treats me as their own makes me so happy. I really appreciate it because I feel I have people to turn to when times get rough. I just noticed that this year has been one of my better years. The year my grandmother died, pretty much that year went to hell. Last year was just as bad because of close relationships tearing apart. But now I have my family, my sweetie, his family, and many new friends. I just hope that one day, my mom’s side will put aside their differences and become one family again.
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Figured I’d rant a bit. I’m waiting for Pizza Hut to deliver 2 pzones for me and the lover. Yes he’s over which pretty much makes my day. We rented 2 DVDs: Strange Wilderness & Rush Hour 3. He to wants to watch both, but we’ll see about that. It’s almost 7:30PM. I don’t know what else to say. I’m pretty damn hungry. I’ll probably just blab shit out later, if I got anything on my mind, which is like most of the time.

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So of course something is on my mind. It’s a little past 10:30PM. My sweetie just left to go home since he has work in the morning. We ended up watching both movies, just as we both wanted. We watched Rush Hour 3 last. I remember that watching that movie when it was out in theaters. I watched it with my love before we started going out. But anyways, that’s not where I’m going. So the movie mostly takes place in France. The last scene is held a the Eiffel Tower. I told sweetie that I want to go there. And he said “Okay.” And I replied, “if we’re married.” To my surprise he corrects me and says “When we’re married.” It’s like how do you know when you think that the person you are with is the one? For some reason I still can’t grasp that at ll. I’m having a hard time and I don’t know why. I had to repeat “if” because in my head, I don’t know if I’ll end up with him or not. I’m not being in any way negative about our relationship. It’s just from here until the time I’m stable with my nursing career and I’m fully independent (say 3 years from now at the most), there’s a huge window frame. Anything could happen. 26 is the earliest when I wanted to see a rock on my finger.
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So earlier today I was on Sara’s site, reading her entry she wrote yesterday. Her entry contained 10 things about her. So I figured I’d write 10 things about me even though you could go read my About me section. But I know most of you don’t because it’s long. Anyways here I go:

• I’m bi-curious
• I bowl way too much
• I wear contacts
• I don’t have natural straight hair
• I’m a seafood person
• I have 3 dogs but I’m semi-allergic to them
• I’m pretty much allergic to cats
• I’m not all into chick flicks; mostly action suspense thriller mystery
• I don’t like flowers as gifts because I forget about them within a day.. chocolates are recommended
• I don’t like raw bananas but I like banana cake, bread, toron (filipin dish), deep fried banana, banana chips

So hows that? Haha. Leave comments with 10 things about you